Donnerstag, 22. Januar 2009

Madres

I am flying back to Madrid today, only for the weekend though.
Wonder if its still gonna be the same. I mean, not much time has passed since we were all really living there and a lot of my friends are still there working, or looking for jobs in this weird time of crisis...
When I was in Canada I had to write this thing called "inner monologue" for English and I wrote it about leaving Canada and hoping to return "home" when I come back for graduation. I got a 100% for my little piece of poetry, however, Ms. Artiss, my English teacher at the time said to me: My dear, I left England when I was small and as much as I wish it would come true, in fact you will never return "home" whenever you left a place. You will always have to stay for a while and make it home again..." She was damn right that smart lady... But nevertheless, Canada stayed at least like a second home to me and I feel comfortable being there.
Madrid, I hope, will stay the same.
Germany really didn't. I feel home and visiting at the same time having to build friendships completely new and trying not to be too sad when I am forgotten to be invited for parties etc.
I think knowing that I will leave to Brazil soon makes it worse.

However, lets stay positive: I gotta catch a plane and keep playing jet-setter. Madrid, party-city, I am coming!